sitting in front of this pc makes me think i’m blind. lol.

location:

internet cafe near celebrity performing arts studio

reason:

practice… for the WHOLE day. oh joy, oh joy!

anyways, yeah. i have practice from 8-12 today and 1-5. and then swimming trainning which i doubt i’ll go to. but i eventually will. and since i have no one to talk to here aside from my new found friend, i hope expect more little blogrings today. lol.

i’m having little flashbacks of your face and how good it felt being against your body and i even if it was all fun and games and even we both know it was wrong.. i’d still do it all over again.

papa’s in the hospital today. he got admitted last night cuz he had the chills  he’s getting a colonscopy today i hope it gos well. casey was crying last night. she thought papa would die. i hope he doesn’t too. i’m scared for him. i just want him to get better. and plus, i want him to buy me that bag from nike. just playing. humor much, anyone? haha. ‘m a distressed kidder. mock me.

so yeah, today’s all planned out for me. i don’t think i’ll be talking much. but when i’m here, i don’t think i ever really do. lol. i hope something stupid comes up like, people hanging out at the mall and i just randomly decide to go there with a big guitar and shit. haha. i know it’s stupid but, ok ra  i love it

and yes, im finally sober. so i can talk more now. thank God, i remember. i don’t have a hang over either, oh yeah, i’m goood. lol. so, yeah. props to niña and arden for yesterday. the drunken bitches. and yes, nin, the sky is flat. and you did kiss someone amd you did puke and you did sleep in the car and we did steal your money so we could pay the taxi fair  i love taking advantage

and yes, arden, you weren’t drunk. you were extremely tipsy. you did, however, sleep on the sand for a good hour and you did puke on carlow’s feet and you did act like a freain lunatic sa shower ranting about your “boo-boo”. leaving memories, carlo ha. joke. it was a coral,den. not carlo, i hope you know by now that there is a difference. lol.

good times, ladies. good times.

bitches gyud mo!

what else? oh yeah. pau, tin, fran, i’m not sorry for bitting you kay bayot kay mo.  gamay ra gyud kaau toh, swear. you guys are girls. lmao. and yeah, angie, i love you. bayot, i love you too. cry, i love you, bitch. alexa, i love you tons bayot, i love you, you fucking fuck! did i miss anyone? i love you too.

lagz, gi wakli ko nimo gahapon amawa ka. inutil! inutil! wa kai ayu. “iss, mu sumbong ko sa akong mommy kung pa imnun ko nimo!” mao bah? haha. mu sumbong pud ko nga you did something.  pau, angayan ka ma mermaid. haha. martin, i love my bilbil. it’s my best friend. it’s my middle half. lol. inever knew you could have that. lol. franc, smoking after meals? typical.  smoking while eating unya. carlo, i won’t tell na. promise.

ok, i just did that so i didn’t have to narate. it’s easier. much easier. lol.

girls: thanks for the food

boys: thanks for the drinks

issa: thanks for the plates and cups. but what about the spoon and forks you stupid bitch?!

paulo: thanks for dropping the barbeque! lol

and yeah. may 25, 2006. THANK YOU, MY FRIEND. THANK YOU

i’m done for the moment.

bounce

issa prezz

update’s later. lo.

be back on thursday or friday. lav ya

saying what the freak sounds soo cool. i think i like it now

anyways, im back at the granny’s house again. ever since i got here, i’ve been online and that not a bad thing,  in case you were wondering.  i’m actually glad to be here for the first time in sucha loong loong time. lol. ever since i don’t know when, i’ve been deprived of using the pc at home. unless casey’s online and i get to sneak a few seconds on it. god, don’t you think there should be an age limit for when you can officially  start invading the pc? hai nako. i swear. next thing you know, she’ll have her own xanga. this is trouble. invasion of public privacy much. lol. ok, you don’t have to understand that one. lol

anyways,  hence, the title, i’m here so i can go straight to the make up place tomorrow. i secretly want them to shape my eyebrows like they did during prom. lol. so, i guess it isn’t much of a secret anymore now, is it. lol  but yeah, for no good reason. haha. and i liked the way the shaped it last time. why am i talking about this? lol. superficial much?!

and yeah. i’m singing tomorrow. and i haven’t memorized the lyrics to the songs either. oh my. haha.

and oh yeah, im joinning a swimming competition on the 3rd. im scared though and i don’t think i wanna train anymore. i’m too lazy to. plus,i made plans. cooking on the 24th. guitar on the monday after that and baking again. and yeah, i kinda wanted to go to the beach with friends this thursday too. so, im kinda stuck but i can fit all those other stuff into trainning, right? i hope i can. i hope mom still says yes.

anyways, i’m watching zoey 101. this girl can sing. haha.

my days have been ok, iguess. i’e been doubtful here and there bur.. until further notice, i’, keeping it all to myself. not until i’m ready so yeah.

i want my own randy clein

issa

saying what the freak sounds soo cool. i think i like it now

anyways, im back at the granny’s house again. ever since i got here, i’ve been online and that not a bad thing,  in case you were wondering.  i’m actually glad to be here for the first time in sucha loong loong time. lol. ever since i don’t know when, i’ve been deprived of using the pc at home. unless casey’s online and i get to sneak a few seconds on it. god, don’t you think there should be an age limit for when you can officially  start invading the pc? hai nako. i swear. next thing you know, she’ll have her own xanga. this is trouble. invasion of public privacy much. lol. ok, you don’t have to understand that one. lol

anyways,  hence, the title, i’m here so i can go straight to the make up place tomorrow. i secretly want them to shape my eyebrows like they did during prom. lol. so, i guess it isn’t much of a secret anymore now, is it. lol  but yeah, for no good reason. haha. and i liked the way the shaped it last time. why am i talking about this? lol. superficial much?!

and yeah. i’m singing tomorrow. and i haven’t memorized the lyrics to the songs either. oh my. haha.

and oh yeah, im joinning a swimming competition on the 3rd. im scared though and i don’t think i wanna train anymore. i’m too lazy to. plus,i made plans. cooking on the 24th. guitar on the monday after that and baking again. and yeah, i kinda wanted to go to the beach with friends this thursday too. so, im kinda stuck but i can fit all those other stuff into trainning, right? i hope i can. i hope mom still says yes.

anyways, i’m watching zoey 101. this girl can sing. haha.

my days have been ok, iguess. i’e been doubtful here and there bur.. until further notice, i’, keeping it all to myself. not until i’m ready so yeah.

i want my own randy clein

issa

saying what the freak sounds soo cool. i think i like it now

anyways, im back at the granny’s house again. ever since i got here, i’ve been online and that not a bad thing,  in case you were wondering.  i’m actually glad to be here for the first time in sucha loong loong time. lol. ever since i don’t know when, i’ve been deprived of using the pc at home. unless casey’s online and i get to sneak a few seconds on it. god, don’t you think there should be an age limit for when you can officially  start invading the pc? hai nako. i swear. next thing you know, she’ll have her own xanga. this is trouble. invasion of public privacy much. lol. ok, you don’t have to understand that one. lol

anyways,  hence, the title, i’m here so i can go straight to the make up place tomorrow. i secretly want them to shape my eyebrows like they did during prom. lol. so, i guess it isn’t much of a secret anymore now, is it. lol  but yeah, for no good reason. haha. and i liked the way the shaped it last time. why am i talking about this? lol. superficial much?!

and yeah. i’m singing tomorrow. and i haven’t memorized the lyrics to the songs either. oh my. haha.

and oh yeah, im joinning a swimming competition on the 3rd. im scared though and i don’t think i wanna train anymore. i’m too lazy to. plus,i made plans. cooking on the 24th. guitar on the monday after that and baking again. and yeah, i kinda wanted to go to the beach with friends this thursday too. so, im kinda stuck but i can fit all those other stuff into trainning, right? i hope i can. i hope mom still says yes.

anyways, i’m watching zoey 101. this girl can sing. haha.

my days have been ok, iguess. i’e been doubtful here and there bur.. until further notice, i’, keeping it all to myself. not until i’m ready so yeah.

i want my own randy clein

issa

im back home now. yey! lol. i think it’s been hard for me to update nowadays basicalluy cuz i’m not home alot or cuz, there’s nothing to be emo about anymore or any of my usual teenage drama that entertained a lot of people. carl, i’m not sorry for bitching at you. you are a bad bad person. lol.

so, yeah. today. bits of yesterday. and.. tomorrow

hey. lol. im at the grandmother’s place right now. uh huh. it’s cuz the parents’re too busy tpp bring me to th doctor that i actually had to sleep over just so i could do this and that.. oh well, at least i get to go to ayala alot. i’ve been there 2 days staright and if i go with krystle [cousin/ aunt/ something] it’ll be 3 plus thursday, 4. nice, is. you’re the bomb. she knows. lol. these are the parts of summer me like. .ol. yeah, i went to ayala today with the bestfriend and the summer boys. lagz, vince, martin, paulo.lol. but we spent most of the time with the shrink and the love. lol. ambot nimo,issa.

guitar lessons have been ok, aside from a waste of my time. it’s nothing i cant handle. i’ve been through hell. it’s nothin new

night

so i haven’t updated, shoot me. [oh, please do!]  lmao. well, the computer was busted and blah blah. i’m a lazy lazy girl. you can’t blame me for that. lmao. anyways, i’ll fill you in.. release the anger. release the anger. harhar.