tomorrow is the district meet. i hate coach orvin. he’s soo mean. like, nothing’s ever good enough for him. even when i try my best and when i do something good, i never get any slack. i hate him and how he smells like fish and how he looks in his green shirt. how he has a burnt face. how messy his hair is and how i never understand a single f’in word he says! it’s pure hatred. if we loose, don’t blame us.. blamne yourself mother F!

So many things have been happeneing and i find myself sitting in my room saying,”is it Saturday already?!”

MY LEZBOE. i love the rain. we love it.

don’t talk to me.. cuz i won’t talk back.

and i just don’t know what to do. hahaiz. i worked soo hard for it. 57 slides and all. all those pictures. all the information. all the facts. the effort. the money. for what?! for nothing. you just can’t imagine how hard i worked for that.

and i wanna cry. because there’s just nothing that i can do about it. pour my heart over a big fat zero and a looow score on my report card.

lie to me. and lie like you mean it. i love you.. that’s the biggest

:/: and i’ll never let go, never let go.. until you want me to. lotz will come and lotz will go and if you’ll choose to go, i guess your true feelings will finally show. :/:

d0n’t keep it a secret. no longer keep it in. cuz i want to know if this is love or just another fling.

/: soon our lives will change and soon will your mind. but grasp the moment in your hands until the end of time /:

we could have each other and you could be somewhere else asides my dreams.

doesn’t that sound a tad bit like l o v e?

::.. h0w can y0u be soo perfect in my dreams but be everything that breaks my heart in reality? ..::

i’d like to think that my life is perfect right now and everything has fallen into place but it hasn’t and that breaks me into pieces.

all the hard work was a waste.. why did God make it that way? i hate it. thingz are soo hard and complicated and no one can help me but myself.

letz get this over with and just.. take me away

yeah… i never really did like the falling hearts and the colors. i have to admit. i’ve been online but i never updated this thing. i knew exactly what to say though, but i still didn’t do. i don’t want the world to know that i’m happy cuz i’m pretty sure that they’ll ruin it for me.

school has been tiring. absences. talks. fights. shit.

getting operation soon.

tty. ilove you

yeah… i never really did like the falling hearts and the colors. i have to admit. i’ve been online but i never updated this thing. i knew exactly what to say though, but i still didn’t do. i don’t want the world to know that i’m happy cuz i’m pretty sure that they’ll ruin it for me.

school has been tiring. absences. talks. fights. shit.

getting operation soon.

tty. ilove you

hey, im at banilad town center right now. and for some freaking reason.. im always here… sad. i’m

like, a by stander nah. sad.  hey, it’s really boring so i decided to change my skin. it;s hot.. right? i

know. i had a stressful day and i don’t think that i’d like to rem. what happened or what i just read.

kapoy ra kaau oie. the world isn’t ready for that kind of stress. lord, you know i need you. don’t make

me suffer any longer.

you see, they can’t seem to picture you wit him. he’s such a person known for being a gangster, chimney, supah

drinker, and other bad stuff. even ask the teachers around. also, most of those i know who are just like him hardly

know what love means. they may fall in love but that doesn’t completely change everything in them. and if i wer’e

to react, let’s say sooner it’s going to be the both of you, of course there’s a tendency na ma influenced ka…

i know they only want whats best for me so… what’s the big deal??

hahaiz. don’t hate, discriminate.

life’s a bitch. slap it

the shorts bai! i forgot about the shorts!! hahaha

if and when we loose, ok ra nah! we have the short short shortest pair of goddamn shorts since… since, shorts! 🙂

— i can feel the pressure from the blood that’s rushing out of my veins. i can feel the intenseness and let’s just say… if i think about it too much.. i might just go insane.–

— i can feel the pressure from the blood that’s rushing out of my veins. i can feel the intenseness and let’s just say… if i think about it too much.. i might just go insane.–