i keep forgetting that he’s not james. and that not all relationships don’t work the way it did with him. i keep forgetting that i don’t have to do this or i can still do that. And sometimes, he does things that remind me of james and it shakes me up.

i forgot my whole world doesn’t have to change because i’m with him now. it only gets better.

i can’t believe i almost ended it today. then i would’ve lost a really good thing. 🙂

i don’t want you to change me. so don’t. ever.