me and my mom talked last night while i was helping her with shit for work and i ended up saying this to her:

“you know, it’s soo easy to meet someone who’s going to treat you right and shit but it’s finding someone that you really click with that hards. it’s finding that guy that you connect with and you can be yourself with that’s going to be a challenge..”

and i’ve been thinking about it alot and yeah, i said something smart for once.

i guess today i realized that we don’t talk that much.

i guess i wanna be with someone who i can talk to. like someone i have fun with and someone who makes me laugh and who makes me smile. someone i can just spend the whole day with and just do random stuff with. not this…

i’m proli going to pandanog [idk] island on the 23rd to the 24th. i hope i’m allowed to. i’m excited though. most of my friends are bringing plus 1’s. so i guess a lot of people are going to hook up on that night.

me? i’m looking forward to my plus 1… booooooze.

hahaha. seriously though, i’m going to overload myself on alchohol then and i’m going to enjoy every single moment of numbness that i can get. only because it’s my only escape.

and then i have a party this saturday. i have to dress up again and sos, kapoy.

ok, i’m going to shop online now. chiao