i know i disappointed you. i know that you’ve been looking out for me and i’m really lucky to have an uncle like you who guides me gyud bah. i know a lot of girls would be lucky to have a guy around to tell them the often not so kind truth straight up. i feel like you think i’m not taking what you tell me to heart, but i am. it’s just sometimes i don’t wanna believe it. like when you tell me what guys are after and stuff. but i know you’re right. i’m just stubborn. if i get hurt again, then those are on my terms. sometimes we need to get hurt gyud to learn. but hopefully i’ll stop getting hurt because you’ve helped me learn so much 🙂

i just wanted to say i’m sorry if i let my guard down and if i disappointed you. i know pinangga kay ko nimo and you just don’t wanna see me so miserable again. and i appreciate it. i appreciate it a lot. i’m greatful that my dad is your cousin. even if i don’t acknowledge him for anything, i’m doing so right now.

i promise i’ll be smarter next time. it’s all a learning process.

thanks for having my back, dong

hope this makes you smile!!