which is probably a good thing cuz i couldn’t find anything to wear anyways. lol. i probably woke up late from being tired from all the talking and walking around. but it was totally worth it.

later me and bea p. are meeting up at ultima and we’re gonna hit the gym and then probably go swimming. i am soo excited.

i like this. you know where my friends look for me and invite me to do stuff. that never really happened when me and james were together and i know why…

yesterday people were still kinda getting used to the fact that i was around and since Yssa erasga was there and they’d [and we’d] get mixed up especially when someone would say “Ys” or “Is” hahaha. it was cute though. I saw supposed to catch up at some party last night but then i got so tired when i got home so i just decided to stay home it was 12 anyways and the party wasn’t even that fun to begin with so i don’t regret not going.

starting tomorrow we’re having dance practice at cielo’s house or something for her debut. i think i’m getting partnered with bling lim [fucking crazy name] but  i don’t know, i’ll have to update you on that. Miguel fernan is going to be there and god i bet he’s going to bug the hell out of me but then again we might end up not even talking which could probaby be a good thing.

btw, i gave james 2 choices either to be with me or not and i think he chose not so i’m not going to waste my time over a guy like him. sure i love him but you know, maybe i don’t need to be in a relationship to love somebody.
things will only get better…

-you say you don’t wanna set me free but you don’t wanna be with me. so what is it, really? lol.

see yoou