i have a break of exactly 6 hours and i have nothing to do and nowhere to go. well, i could’ve gone to nina’s but i gladly passed up the opportunity to miss hanging out with diana. i think i’m as annoyed by her as i’ve ever been. lol.

i’ve been out the past weekend. it’s been crazy. but then i still feel very sad and lonely in the middle. which is why i’m reminded about why i never really hung out with our guy friends to begin with. and i most definitely won’t be hanging out with them more since they’ve started smoking weed.

i mean, i’m not a kid or anything but i’ll be honest, i don’t wanna be around people like that. people who would rather get high than go to school. you know?

anyways, i drove estong’s car yesterday and james asked me out. i don’t know why. james’s mom texted me and i’ve just been really tired and blah lately.

today is one of those days where you don’t know what you want or who you wanna be with.

xxx