someone found my diary and i think i’m going to pick it up today. but then again, maybe i won’t. i’m just really too lazy and depressed to even take a bath, what more do anything else.
god i miss him so much. it feels like everyday the pains just keeps on growing instead of going away.
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i don’t think there’s been a single time where i’ve thought of him and my eyes haven’t watered up.
james, wherever you are, i hope you’re thinking of me cuz i can’t stop thinking of you …