why me?

why me, god?
why do i have to screw up every little thing?
why do you always have to make me so unhappy?
why can’t i just, for once be ok?
why can’t i just be right?
why can’t i just, for once, be good enough?

why do i always end up here?
why, of all the places to end up- why here?
why here where i’m sad, alone and hopeless?

why me, god?
why’d you have to make me so dumb and small?
why can’t i be worth the fall?
why can’t i just make it through it all?
why me, god, why?


if you ever bother to read this, then you should know that i’m sorry. i really am.

you don’t care. i know. that’s nothing new to me.


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