i feel like such a hypocrite for saying things like i was ok and that i was doing fine without james in my past entries
because the truth is and i just realized it today- i love being around him so much. i just remembered how it felt to not care about anything and be random and it was fun. and i know it’s just a kiss but when he kissed me today i felt good and it made me miss him even more.
i know we act like nothing happened like we’re still together but there’s always this great feeling of security when you know you guys are on the same page with things. i wanna get back š¦
i had so much fun today and this wednesday, we’re all going to bogo with friends for 2 days. i hope we patch things up- i’d hate having to celebrate my birthday without a proper boyfriend.
colon was fun. this party feels like it’s gonna be a lot of fun. oooh i’m excited.
Issa Talks... Alot 
Wow. 18. That’s a big one.
I never put up a picture of myself because I’ve always been the one behind the camera, but I snapped this one at the game.
Bummer about James. I missed the breakup… If he makes you happy you should probably get back together with him. Just make sure it’s all happening for the right reasons. I’m having my own guy drama. And this one is pretty bad. I fell for my friend Katie’s ex at homecoming. It’s been 6 months and she still can’t talk about him without breathing fire. lol And he has a girlfriend and he’s a player and we’ve been friends for a loooooong time and he’s in college and a million other things. I’m so confused.
Wow. 18. That’s a big one.
I never put up a picture of myself because I’ve always been the one behind the camera, but I snapped this one at the game.
Bummer about James. I missed the breakup… If he makes you happy you should probably get back together with him. Just make sure it’s all happening for the right reasons. I’m having my own guy drama. And this one is pretty bad. I fell for my friend Katie’s ex at homecoming. It’s been 6 months and she still can’t talk about him without breathing fire. lol And he has a girlfriend and he’s a player and we’ve been friends for a loooooong time and he’s in college and a million other things. I’m so confused.