“enjoy the last moments of this rel. cuz buwagan na baya tika…”

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and again, issa is sad because a certain boy has yet again succeeded at making her feel like shit. just like every other time. it’s amazing, actually, how in love i am with someone who has taken complete advantage of me. and i keep thinking it but i’m too scared to say it but i will just this once, it’s not even worth it anymore.

sorry james. but i don’t even know why i go through the trouble anymore.

“Our Battles”



Our battles are repetious

if not broken poetry

and maybe that’s the attraction

that you’re as self-absorbed as me



You jumped to the conclusion

and landed on my chest

Now how am I supposed to make you see.



I’ll just write this down

with hopes that you’ll understand

I can no longer be disciplined by

the frustration of an insecure man

And as I kiss your face you’ll know that

I can no longer apologize for

your former lover’s mistakes.



My past is mine to keep

Who are you to question me…?

Perhaps someday you’ll learn

Too bad

it’s not our turn

i am currently in love with this song because it’s everything i feel right now [or maybe even for a long time already].

i’m so frustrated with this relationship because it’s always my fault even when it’s not and i wanna cry about it but i’m not allowed to, i want james to know how i feel but i know he doesn’t care. i don’t even know why we are together because it’s not fun anymore. it always hurts. it always hurts.

i had lunch with arden today and kating caught up. it felt good to be around other people aside from james because i’m so suffocated by him. it felt good to know that my friends were living good lives and having fun and not going through the mess that i am.

i told grany that she and my aunt aren’t invited to my 18th. i haven’t gotten a reply since i sent the message at 8:30 this morning.

i got a perfect score on our finals for PE. And despite being constantly bitched at james for grouping with winster, i don’t regret sticking to my group cuz it was worth it.

i miss krystle a lot.

i don’t have anyone to talk to except for this computer and it’s sad.

i got a lot done today.

i’m better off alone anyways.

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